Yay for the week being halfway over! I am soooooooooooo ready for the weekend! I haven't slept well this week and had a couple of long days at work and an all day conference today, so I am READY for the weekend!
I have also had a hard time this week. I had this crazy goal when I graduated high school that I would have five things accomplished by the time I turned 28. I would earn a bachelor's degree, get married, have a great job, travel, and have a baby. Well, I've done all but one of these things. The difficult part is that I turn 28 next week and I feel that I have failed at the most important goal of all. I know it will happen one day soon, but until then I just feel down. I have never failed at anything I set my mind to and it is hard when something this important is out of my control. Yes, I have control issues! Ha!
I found this on a blog this week and I wanted to post it for you to read. http://www.fertilityauthority.com/blogger/lgordon/2009/03/23/good-morning-infertility
It is EXACTLY how I feel most days. I just thought that those of you who understand might want to read it and those of you who haven't been there might have a better insight to how I feel. I have those exact feelings almost everyday. It is so hard to get up everyday, do my same routine, and I even feel sad at work. I really don't think I could have put this in writing any better!
Hope everyone has a great Thursday! :-)